Therapy Friday prompted me to write this, it is from how I felt during my time with him to how I feel two days on. I’m disheartened to say the least, but I know my T would scold me and tell me how much progress I’m making. Anyway, here it is.
Power, control and safety
I seek their blessed freedom
Glimmers of hope he gave me
with him I could finally see
daring to reach out and grasp them
time whisked them away from me
In his presence I found them
but alone just a distant dream.
My familiar ghosts surround me
lingering, their closeness I seek
sickeningly, I find in them comfort
No fight, they lead me back home