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That day

I needed you to know, I wanted to tell you that it hurt. I thought perhaps you would stop, if only I could speak those words.

And I’ve carried that all along, I wasn’t loud enough. Perhaps I didn’t make clear, the pain that you caused.

But it wasn’t ever true,  it didn’t matter to you. What I felt meant nothing, I never had a chance.

I’m not sure what’s worse, always blaming myself or (once again) facing reality, of all that pain and hurt.

What that day represents, I never could have known; when it was just another day of torture, in my already broken world.

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