I can’t do this anymore;
is a thought I fight each day.
Every single moment, I am pushing it away
I set my sights on the end, that I know is ahead.
I focus on the good bits of the new life I have made.
But still, those thoughts won”t leave me
and that edge is way too close,
so I do not know what to do
as I face another new day.
It is just too hard.