Wow, I am blown away by the support- to everyone who has sent me messages, I appreciate it so much. Thank you for the good wishes, the prayers and the hugs. For those who asked for an update:
Well, it’s over. I said most of what I needed to for now.
I feel as if someone has reached down my throat and ripped out my insides. I hurt so much. The body memories started about an hour ago, they are hitting in waves. It’s horrible. I feel sick and I feel used.
I do not have the energy to explore the issues that have arisen and the potential questions/ issues it will resolve yet, but hopefully in the coming weeks I will be able to.
My awesome husband has got the children to bed and is now making my favourite food.
Right now, its about getting through the next 24 hours while I await the symptoms to peak and then (hopefully) fade some.